My Bad

I know that i have this problem for a long time. Sometimes, i just can't seem to cool down and i get angry very easily. At times, every little thing just ticks me off makin me very, very angry so angry that i am capable to harming people. However, i’ve been tryin to control my anger but when i do, i feel a tightness around my heart and feeling faint too. There are so many times i wished i could just kill whoever it was who irritated me (sounds crazy right?). When i get angry, it doesn't really matter who you are. I know that i'm capable of violence but i can’t do this to other people -_-

Before i write this post, i saw a movie by the way and there was a character-i-guess-you-could-call "angry" and "annoying" and i thought, "Hell yeah… that could be what other people see me as sometimes..."

Honestly, i think it's affecting my life in a serious way. Sometimes, i feel like this horrible person that people think angers quickly. I really want to stop being that s*hit. How should i really go about it? I've tried almost everything already, guys...

TRULY FRIEND

Bestfriend, for me, is a friend who always listens when i want to share my problems or feelings. A good friend is a good listener, not a good speaker. She is  not only wants to share her feelings, but also ready to listen to me.

A good friend is good companion. She is always accompanying me in happy and sad situations.

A good friend also can cheer me up when i am down and in trouble. She doesn’t want me to do anything she wants, instead, she will do what is useful for me.

A good friend will also give feedback and reminding advice when i make mistakes. When i need a helping hand, she always  be there, and give me some do’s and don’ts, so i can be tough in solving my problems. Then i called her a good adviser

She can say no when she thinks i don’t do the right thing, then give me another piece of advice which is better for me. She wants and able to tell me if i don’t wear the right color for my clothes, or if there is something wrong with my face, and tell a truth when i stand in a lie.

I am a shy person, so i don’t usually talk to all people about my problems. That’s why she always be a place to share my feelings with.

Sometimes, i have problems in remembering somethin. Therefore, i need her who could remind me when i forget things. She always be a good reminder.

The friend will supply help with no expectation of return. He or she will not ask a return if you ask for help, but a good friend always does something sincerely.

Everyone makes mistakes, me either. Then, she always understands if i make mistakes. She will accept my apology even before i apologize.

 my truly friend:

how i really miss that moment :'>

you-will-always-be-my-bestfriend-forever. NADIA INDRIYANI ;))

P.S: let's meet me up soon, we haven’t meet yet about a year :(

I'm Not a Stranger to Love

I see people so desperate, lost and sad over what is supposed to be so great. I don't get it. I have alot of people in my life and when i cry prolonged  tears i'll be damned if it's over a break up. What i or he feels today is just an emotion and thought. Both our emotions and thoughts change often. Nothing in a relationship is ever set in stone. Nothing is mean to be or to be taken for granted.

So, to those desperate for love....Oh please guys....Get on with it already.

No one needs anyone but themselves. i mean.. love yourself first. I know i don't need to be "with" someone but i think it might be nice to find someone special. Havin a relationship will be special when you both find each other. It can be a hard road, but somewhere along the way that special someone must be there. When the time is right :))

He is so Damn Funny - TO FORGET OR NOT TO

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Song of The Day

"Being Human is the Most Terrible Loneliness in the Universe"

Lyrics | Simple Plan lyrics - Astronaut lyrics


this song has described my feelings exactly and taught me that:
"Being alone is worst than pain"

So Near but Far Away

Through the years of silence i began to think I hated you. And all those hours you would scream i began to think i hated you. Living with you but never talking to you made me think i hated you. You were never there for anything. And i hated you for it. I had to realize that you would never be there. I hated knowing that although you were only in the other room, a few feet away from me, we still haven't spoken in weeks. I hated that people never knew you.

I don't ever remember you hugging me, kissing me, or saying "I love you" ever in my life. I thought it was all my fault. Then i realized that there's nothing wrong with me, so i started to blame you.

But it wasn't your fault.

I understand that you just are the way you are. It's okay. There's nothing wrong with you. All those years i thought i hated you, i really hated myself for not being close to you. I hated the silence, and the screaming, and the distance. And i still do. I'll never stop hating it. I'll never stop hating everything that we are.

but, i always remember the best advice you ever gave to me: 

"Dont waste time worry about the small things, you will miss out in the best things"

well, i do miss you right now.................

Random Feeling

i don't know why i feel so terrible today. Like i'm not kinda in a good mood, for no specific reason. And sometimes my favorite songs always describe how i feel . I’ll express my feelings through a song instead of actually sayin' it.

The song what describes my feeling right now: 

 Avril Lavigne - Wish You Were Here

I Love This Hottie Guys ♥

Vin Diesel

Lookin for Vin Diesel's muscles have girls dreaming to get along with him, and guys across the world wishing to look like him. If given the desire, a lot of guys would trade their body for the lean toned body of Vin Diesel in a heartbeat! Lol

 

 

Vin Diesel in The Chronicles of Riddick

 

*i like this pose by the way :) 

No one looks like to find out what Vin Diesel does in his work outs! Without a doubt women love Vin Diesel muscles and the guys wish to look like him which makes his work out hugely searched on the internet! This is “Vin Diesel muscles“ (this is so true guys)

Taylor Lautner

So does Vin diesel, Taylor Lautner also has sixpack body and good muscles ;))

 

 

"Let's face it, I am hotter than you." - Jacob Black

if you have a chance to choose both of them being your husband, which one do you want? 

-- > I prefer the first one < --

How about you? :))

Behel? So What?

sekedar pengen nge-share aja pengalaman gue dibehel :))
 

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