Welcome December!

This November rain will be end. When the rainbow came? Will the sun smile tomorrow? Or November rain will be replaced with a cold December? Well, my November will be closed soon this year. Leave everything behind. There's no December before November end. There's never a start before the others end. Life is a start and over from one step to the others. And we must be a better person from one step to the next one.

Welcome December!

Be nice to everyone, God Bless us xx

"Crazy" Place to Hang Out

Jadi gini, semalem aku sama bowo makan di suatu tempat daerah selokan mataram (Jogja). Di bilang kafe nggak, dibilang burjo juga nggak. Rame banget tempatnya diisi mayoritas anak muda buat nongkrong gitu sembari ngerjain tugas, kalo yang terakhir kayaknya nggak cucok banget deh buat tempat ngerjain tugas, ya secara rame banget gitu ~.~

Waktu udah duduk nih di tempat yang kita pilih, datanglah seorang waitres sambil bawain menu.

Waitres (W): "silakan, ini menunya"

Bowo (B): "makasih mbak"

lalu waitersnya ninggalin kita berdua

B: "nih kamu milih duluan menunya"

Aku (A): "oke deh" *sambil baca-baca menu*

"dafuq!" *ngomong dalam hati sambil kaget"

"nih beb kamu duluan aja deh yang milih" ~.~

B: "yah, mesti deh suruh milih gitu aja bingung"

You know what?!!! Ternyata bowo mesen menu dengan nama "gigolo intel kornet". GIGOLO. Iya gigolo, aku nggak salah ngetik. Sebagai penjelasan kenapa di percakapan atas aku mbatin, yah itu... Nama menu makanan dan minumannya dinamai dengan nama - nama ewhh.. variaty name of sex, Example tulisan yang di menu: Kenikmatan duniawi such as horny, milk sex, onani dan masih banyak yang lainnya. Ciyuuuus miapaaah!!!! Gemanah aku mau mesen kalo pas baca menunya yang kebayang udah..... yeah, nggilani duluan. Akhirnya aku putuskan untuk mesen "gigolo intel sosis". Untuk minum kita sama - sama pesen yang nggak aneh-aneh deh namanya.

Udah mesen - dateng makanannya - dimakan - habis, bilanglah si bowo kalo dia masih laper. Oke, mesen lagi deh dia. Berhubung aku udah kenyang, aku cuma mesen cemilan.

Lagi ngobrol - ngobrol, datenglah sang waiter dengan percakapan kira"sebagai berikut:

W: "maaf mas, masturbasinya habis. Mau diganti lainnya mungkin?"

B: "yaudah deh miyabi aja" *dengan muka santai dan polosnya*

A: ( -_-)/|tembok nista|

Tempat kayak gitu yang terbayang mesti pelayan - pelayannya yang seksi mini dress gitu kan? Salah besar! beberapa karyawan perempuannya bahkan berjilbab loh. Dan masih ada sebagian menu juga yang masih "waras" nama - namanya. Untuk gigolo yang kita pesen, ternyata itu nasi goreng. Dan di menu kedua miyabi, ternyata itu adalah magelangan (campuran nasi goreng - emi). Masih nggak nyangka aja ada tempat nongkrong macem gituan, tapi ya boleh deh. Yang nggak percaya sama ceritaku, silakan dateng ke K24 di daerah selokan mataram *0*

Bad November

Kejadian yang terjadi di bulan November ini, apa ya.. Kok sepertinya nggak bersahabat banget. Apalagi seminggu terakhir ini. Bikin males kuliah, nggak mood ngapa - ngapain lah pokoknya.. Kenapa gitu loh.. Terutama untuk 2 hari terakhir ini, banyak sedihnya, banyak kecewanya, banyak marahnya juga. Terus juga rambutku jadi banyak yang rontok gini (ini berkaitan dengan stres yg aku hadapi). 

Nggak ngerti deh mau ngepost apa, intinya: aku benci bulan November!!!!!!!! 

Sum 41 - With Me

Sum 41 - With Me

I don't want this moment to ever end
Where everything's nothing without you
I'll wait here forever just to see you smile
'Cause it's true, I am nothing without you

Through it all, I made my mistakes
I stumble and fall, but I mean these words

I want you to know
With everything I won't let this go, these words are my heart and soul
I'll hold on to this moment you know, as I bleed my heart out to show
And I won't let go

Thoughts read unspoken, forever in doubt
Pieces of memories fall to the ground
I know what I didn't have so, I won't let this go
'Cause it's true, I am nothing without you

All the streets where I walked alone, with nowhere to go
I've come to an end

I want you to know
With everything I won't let this go, these words are my heart and soul
I'll hold on to this moment you know, as I bleed my heart out to show
And I won't let go

In front of your eyes, it falls from the skies
When you don't know what you're looking to find
In front of your eyes, it falls from the skies
When you just never know what you will find (what you will find)

I don't want this moment to ever end
Where everything's nothing without you

I want you to know
With everything I won't let this go, these words are my heart and soul
I'll hold on to this moment you know, as I bleed my heart out to show
And I won't let go (I want you to know)
With everything I won't let this go, these words are my heart and soul
I'll hold on to this moment you know, as I bleed my heart out to show
And I won't let go

Don't Take Life Too Serious

I realized something profound today. Something that will shift my view on life as I move forward. Something I thought I knew, but didn’t actually completely understand.

We really don’t have to take life so seriously.

Now, of course, there are many moody, or serious subjects and events in life that are unavoidable. Darker emotions need to be faced at some point, and one would be in denial if they were always running from this aspect of life. They are a part of living as a human being, and thus should be confronted like anything and everything else.

But at the same time, I am one of many guilty of taking things on with a grave intensity that isn’t always necessary, and that often sucks the humor and fun out of life.

While having that attitude absolutely has it’s benefits (there are many things that are not laughing matters, and you can’t be productive if you aren’t focused and serious), it also has it’s drawbacks – often I don’t take out as much from a situation/experience when I’m so solemn. Sometimes life seems too thick, to dense. Unenjoyable, unhappy. This is how I view things when I deny myself the pleasures of lightheartedness *tsaaah*

I say this because often the beauty in life is particularly gripping when I am happy. When you are joyful, you see things differently. The world becomes a joyful place. And I want to have room for that joy in my world by not taking things so seriously all the time.

Just because life is difficult sometimes doesn’t mean it can’t ever be enjoyable. Keep that in mind next time you feel yourself sinking into your somber energy. You might find that relaxing and letting loose just a little goes quite a long way.

i know,  i know. it's good to be serious. But, can we please just lighten up a teensy little bit? xx