My Bad

I know that i have this problem for a long time. Sometimes, i just can't seem to cool down and i get angry very easily. At times, every little thing just ticks me off makin me very, very angry so angry that i am capable to harming people. However, i’ve been tryin to control my anger but when i do, i feel a tightness around my heart and feeling faint too. There are so many times i wished i could just kill whoever it was who irritated me (sounds crazy right?). When i get angry, it doesn't really matter who you are. I know that i'm capable of violence but i can’t do this to other people -_-

Before i write this post, i saw a movie by the way and there was a character-i-guess-you-could-call "angry" and "annoying" and i thought, "Hell yeah… that could be what other people see me as sometimes..."

Honestly, i think it's affecting my life in a serious way. Sometimes, i feel like this horrible person that people think angers quickly. I really want to stop being that s*hit. How should i really go about it? I've tried almost everything already, guys...

TRULY FRIEND

Bestfriend, for me, is a friend who always listens when i want to share my problems or feelings. A good friend is a good listener, not a good speaker. She is  not only wants to share her feelings, but also ready to listen to me.

A good friend is good companion. She is always accompanying me in happy and sad situations.

A good friend also can cheer me up when i am down and in trouble. She doesn’t want me to do anything she wants, instead, she will do what is useful for me.

A good friend will also give feedback and reminding advice when i make mistakes. When i need a helping hand, she always  be there, and give me some do’s and don’ts, so i can be tough in solving my problems. Then i called her a good adviser

She can say no when she thinks i don’t do the right thing, then give me another piece of advice which is better for me. She wants and able to tell me if i don’t wear the right color for my clothes, or if there is something wrong with my face, and tell a truth when i stand in a lie.

I am a shy person, so i don’t usually talk to all people about my problems. That’s why she always be a place to share my feelings with.

Sometimes, i have problems in remembering somethin. Therefore, i need her who could remind me when i forget things. She always be a good reminder.

The friend will supply help with no expectation of return. He or she will not ask a return if you ask for help, but a good friend always does something sincerely.

Everyone makes mistakes, me either. Then, she always understands if i make mistakes. She will accept my apology even before i apologize.

 my truly friend:

how i really miss that moment :'>

you-will-always-be-my-bestfriend-forever. NADIA INDRIYANI ;))

P.S: let's meet me up soon, we haven’t meet yet about a year :(

I'm Not a Stranger to Love

I see people so desperate, lost and sad over what is supposed to be so great. I don't get it. I have alot of people in my life and when i cry prolonged  tears i'll be damned if it's over a break up. What i or he feels today is just an emotion and thought. Both our emotions and thoughts change often. Nothing in a relationship is ever set in stone. Nothing is mean to be or to be taken for granted.

So, to those desperate for love....Oh please guys....Get on with it already.

No one needs anyone but themselves. i mean.. love yourself first. I know i don't need to be "with" someone but i think it might be nice to find someone special. Havin a relationship will be special when you both find each other. It can be a hard road, but somewhere along the way that special someone must be there. When the time is right :))