Sum 41 - With Me

Sum 41 - With Me

I don't want this moment to ever end
Where everything's nothing without you
I'll wait here forever just to see you smile
'Cause it's true, I am nothing without you

Through it all, I made my mistakes
I stumble and fall, but I mean these words

I want you to know
With everything I won't let this go, these words are my heart and soul
I'll hold on to this moment you know, as I bleed my heart out to show
And I won't let go

Thoughts read unspoken, forever in doubt
Pieces of memories fall to the ground
I know what I didn't have so, I won't let this go
'Cause it's true, I am nothing without you

All the streets where I walked alone, with nowhere to go
I've come to an end

I want you to know
With everything I won't let this go, these words are my heart and soul
I'll hold on to this moment you know, as I bleed my heart out to show
And I won't let go

In front of your eyes, it falls from the skies
When you don't know what you're looking to find
In front of your eyes, it falls from the skies
When you just never know what you will find (what you will find)

I don't want this moment to ever end
Where everything's nothing without you

I want you to know
With everything I won't let this go, these words are my heart and soul
I'll hold on to this moment you know, as I bleed my heart out to show
And I won't let go (I want you to know)
With everything I won't let this go, these words are my heart and soul
I'll hold on to this moment you know, as I bleed my heart out to show
And I won't let go

Don't Take Life Too Serious

I realized something profound today. Something that will shift my view on life as I move forward. Something I thought I knew, but didn’t actually completely understand.

We really don’t have to take life so seriously.

Now, of course, there are many moody, or serious subjects and events in life that are unavoidable. Darker emotions need to be faced at some point, and one would be in denial if they were always running from this aspect of life. They are a part of living as a human being, and thus should be confronted like anything and everything else.

But at the same time, I am one of many guilty of taking things on with a grave intensity that isn’t always necessary, and that often sucks the humor and fun out of life.

While having that attitude absolutely has it’s benefits (there are many things that are not laughing matters, and you can’t be productive if you aren’t focused and serious), it also has it’s drawbacks – often I don’t take out as much from a situation/experience when I’m so solemn. Sometimes life seems too thick, to dense. Unenjoyable, unhappy. This is how I view things when I deny myself the pleasures of lightheartedness *tsaaah*

I say this because often the beauty in life is particularly gripping when I am happy. When you are joyful, you see things differently. The world becomes a joyful place. And I want to have room for that joy in my world by not taking things so seriously all the time.

Just because life is difficult sometimes doesn’t mean it can’t ever be enjoyable. Keep that in mind next time you feel yourself sinking into your somber energy. You might find that relaxing and letting loose just a little goes quite a long way.

i know,  i know. it's good to be serious. But, can we please just lighten up a teensy little bit? xx

I hate cockroach so much!!!!

Around 11.30 pm, I had fallen asleep then rolled out of bed to take a shower. I couldn’t stand the feeling of my hair sticking to my head cause my hair was so lepek :B and decided that, despite the hour, I had to take a shower. I walked into the restroom and opened the shower door to run water. Lying on its back in the middle of the shower, there was a medium-sized cockroach!!!!!! About an inch long and a quarter of an inch wide, wtf ~.~ 

It had managed to squeeze itself through the grate above the shower leading into the attic to meet its death on the shower floor *just cleaned by the way*. I am glad that it was dead, although as I swept into the tray to throw out outside, it moved *shudder*. You know how they do that? *shudder again*. I threw it out and rinsed the shower down with scalding hot water before climbing in. Shit! How i really hate cockroach so fuckin much!

The fact is that cockroaches are dirty, it's not like they are bugs that are just ugly. Cockroaches tend to feed on old, rotting substances. Yeks! These insects are disgusting, yet interesting.